make the most of it
haunt saloons, don’t pay your board on time, attend operas, take on a new name, take up prospecting and mining, put a revolver to your head in the name of the mental goose, visit a whorehouse in new orleans, drink, smoke, play billiards, stay restless, contradict yourself and everything you believe, attack cruelty and brutality, go west, play shuffleboard if you have to, good god just do something!